I was browsing online, looking for office furniture accessories when I came across her facebook profile. Although it was shielded from the prying eyes of the public, to a cyberstalker (like me? hehe), nothing is impossible. And that’s how I learned the news of the day. Think your profile, pictures and what-have-yous are private and protected? Think again. Some of your friends may not be as meticulous with privacy issues like you and they may post your pictures and information for (my?) stalking eyes to digest. =P

It’s been a while since I tried to find out how she’s been doing and although she was a part of my closed-book past, I still can’t get past that “I-loathe-her” feeling despite it all. Some may argue that I should forgive and forget. I may have forgiven her for what she did but truthfully, it’s hard to forget how she and this other person had fooled me for almost three years before I finally found out - again through a social networking site - that I had been being played all along. It’s easy to forgive, but, sadly, to erase the bitterness of the wrongdoing takes a lot of time to process especially if there were broken trusts involved. =(

Well, perhaps learning how she’s married now and very much happy in this new chapter of her life would help me heal the wounds of a broken trust much faster than it should. Sure hope so.