Monday December 22nd, 2008 00:26 So Many Wants, So Little Moolah

My laptop’s having problems again. After having been soldered thrice, my laptop’s plug socket is not working as perfectly as it should be again. I’m so sick and tired of it. I cannot bring my laptop anywhere anymore. It has to stay in one place – untouched – so that I could work. I hate this. I’m looking forward to buying a new laptop soon but I don’t have enough moolah to finance my selfishness. Aside from an energy efficient laptop, a new DSLR and a cameraphone also top my list. Sometimes, I hate being a student because it makes me really dependent on my parents for my finances and at this age, it’s quite embarrassing already, but most of the time, it’s such a joy to be a student especially if there’s suspension of classes or school breaks like during the Holidays and summer. But soon, things will be different for me as I finally grace the halls of the hospital and run errands for all my seniors.

I wonder if I’m really that capable already to be working in a hospital. Almost three years after I entered medical school, I sometimes doubt if the knowledge I’ve gathered is enough to at least let me finish clerkship. But as my seniors always remind us, it’s never enough – at least – in this field that we have chosen. Such toxicity. Tsk.

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